Thursday, April 21, 2016

The Beginning

Howdy,

            In case you haven’t heard, I will be spending the majority of my summer in El Salvador with Shelter the Homeless International Projects (SHIP). Here is a link to their website: http://shipinternational.org, and here is a link to their Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/SHIPinternational/?fref=ts. This internship will also count as the required internship for my degree in Recreation, Park and Tourism Sciences. This blog is not required but I have made it in order to give updates on the adventures I will have. If you would like to know more about what I’ll be doing during my internship, you can check out the description of the GoFundMe page I created. That’s not a shameless plug, rather it is me being a bit lazy and not wanting to type it all out again. Feel free to support me but don’t feel obligated. Fundraising is not the purpose of this blog.

I would like to express the perspective I have in approaching this internship. To do that, let me tell a story once told to me. There is a beautiful beach that goes on in both directions as far as the eye could see. There was nobody in sight. It was perfectly calm and clear. Imagine the beauty of it. A man walks onto the beach just in time to see several waves crash onto the beach. Carried by the waves were thousands and thousands of starfish. These starfish were left stranded to die on the beach, having no hope within their own power. The man rushed over and began picking up starfish and throwing them as far as he could back into the water. He was shortly approached by an older man who asked him, “What are you doing? There is no possible way you can save all these starfish. Why would you even try?” The younger man, with a starfish in his hand, replied, “I may not save all of them, but I changed the life of that one,” as he threw the starfish into the water. Dumbfounded the older man left the younger man to his business and walked further down the beach. After some time, the older man picked up a starfish and tossed it back into the water. He looked back and saw the younger man still working, so he went back and joined him.

            I don’t go to El Salvador with the arrogant attitude that I will change the country. I expect that the big picture of El Salvador will remain the same dark, violent place it is now. This may even be true for the neighborhood in which I will be living. What motivates me to return is the trust that God will use me. All of me. My strengths and weaknesses. I trust that God will connect me with individuals who will see how God has impacted my life, and be moved toward Him. Beyond that, I am not exactly sure what to expect. I have never lived in a foreign country for 8 weeks. I am not nervous about being there or scared for my safety, but thinking about the unknown obstacles I will face makes me doubt my abilities. Doubting my abilities has been a consistent fault of mine. I understand God is my power but I sometimes forget to rely on it and not my own power. I would ask you to pray that I would never allow these doubts to build a foundation in my life. I want to rely on His power. Completely and constantly. I fly out to El Salvador on May 18th, which is not too far away. I will be there until July 15th. A verse that was recently shared with me is Romans 10:1, which says, “My heart’s desire and my prayer to God for them is that they may be saved.” This is the ultimate goal I have for my trip. Building homes, playing futbol, and making friends will be wonderful, but the top motivator for me is the opportunities to share how knowing God has changed my life. In sharing my story, I pray that people would build their own relationships with God. Going back to the starfish story, I don’t know who I will impact but I believe I will play a part in changing the lives of some people in El Salvador. I am excited for this opportunity and look forward to sharing my experiences of what God is doing in El Salvador. Until next time…

Be joyful,


Ryan Green